Wednesday, October 28, 2009

me,weirdo??

i am afraid of the dark yet
i cant sleep with my lights on...

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Black money is god.It is everywhere.

Money is good if its in ur pocket but its bad when its in ur neighbour's pocket.
Unfortunately there is no definition that can sum up what money actually is.
Money is what money can buy.Now,a lot has been said and done regarding black money.It was the star attraction during election times.
We still feel the heat from the opposition regarding the current Govt's works on
pulling back the black money from the banks abroad.
So what is black money?
The money which is not legally declared and unaccounted for taxation.
How does it affect the common people?
since the money is not taxed,Govt. revenue gets nullified for that amount and hence d allocation for development purposes gets affected,hence hindering common people from prosperity.
Why black money?
One lifetime is'nt enough for the persuit of luxury which accounts 4 entertainment,house etc.Easy money is always luscious.
How much black money?
It is speculated that black money could be seven times more than the current GDP of
Indian Economy!Its like an iceberg in which only small part of it shoves out in the surface and the greater part submerged away from the spectator.(pun intended).
Is it bad?
Evident from the current status of socio-economic growth of India where all types of
calamities occur throughout the year,of all shape and size(draughts and floods at
the same time) and remains pain in the ass.A hell lot of committees and commisions are formed each year to look into the matter,or names of the previous schemes changed to look more attractive than what was given by the previous govt,each coming up with their new theories and plans(by the time they finish off and being sanctioned by the head of the country the calamity is over and fresh new calamity is given birth by mother nature.)Availability of funds and execution,monitoring of planning with honest bureaucrates could serve the purpose.Those money termed as 'black money' can very well play as an ace to tackle the miseries.

This is what i understood untill i read this article thrugh anonimous article.It was
interesting how this guy observred the current scenerios in the world
regarding 'Recession'.According to him black money is a boon,given the fact,India as a nation was not hit so bad due to recession.He explains since so much money was still unaccounted in the market,our banks never pitched in the money regressively like developed nations,USA,Russia,etc. Suppose a person builds a house for 1 crore and declares it to bank for 15 lakhs for the construction of very same.The bank understands that it has 15 lakhs and markets this amount in the international market in the form of stocks.In bad times like ressesion and when market going down the bank has to face the losses.
What would have happened if the same person declared 1 crore instead of 15 lakhs??

Friday, March 20, 2009

Born to MAN


GOSSIP:
we draw picture of two women negating the world while caught up in the moment. This is natural, we make assumptions, and our assumptions are totally based on books that we read, magazines(we thought only female of the species had this ["cosmopolitan"] but then again my miserable assumption was shattered when i came to see man's....['MAN'S HEALTH'])...And why not, its nothing wrong in borrowing ideas ,its not that we stole it from them(female). Think about it, what we gonna do in a bar?holding the beer mug, sipping on it and wait till its over and call on bar-tender for another filling.... we also need to communicate, otherwise its boring to wait and watch urself waiting for another filling and getting drunk!

Guys dont gossip,, that was a pre-notion based on my perception, Thanks to my dad and our pre-historic VCR !! my dad is not much of a gossip guy,i'd rather call him to 'EXPLAIN' things :) .when i wos a kid, my dad would bring home some video cassettes which were male dominated had male philantrophist.. it would always be of how hero saves the day by his gut ripping actions!more action- less talking. GUYS- based on my understanding, and thanks to dad's choices of movies , i presumed 'them' are not gossip box.. i understood well that it was a frame-work of a COW-BOY with his 'ball hugging' and 'butt-smacking' tight jeans ladded with star studded 'dinko boots' and a BEER in his hand,,and to add glamour, a little twitched eyebrows ....
we dont gossip,we talk..its always based on 'FACTS'...girls gossip and its always based on 'FEELINGS'..well,thats what i thought :) .only recently when i checked on this male magazine at some place of fren of mine i realised how bastard we are!! the cover said '10 ways to great abs', 'how to know ur ultimate partner','how to please your women'.last one i made it up myself,but who knows it might be a subject of gossip in the magazine in near future,,imagine some unknown editor writes about the column on this,u act on it,,,to add to horror imagine the editor to be a FEMALE!!! now why do we need someone to tell us how to please our woman??? where's the secret and where will be the fun ? plus, if 'some' guys knew the recipe and discloses it to scavanging male,,,our ladies would be a commodity!! we would have a separate stock in the shares on ladies and it would always be the best investment!


Being gay is not a problem, trying to act like one
is a major one, coz that way we are liquifying the identity of one sect of people,, its like those 'wanabe' kids wearing nail-polish and dyed hair and skinny jeans without knowing the meaning of being EMO . its hard to not to presume on something,its human nature,,,we depend on artificial intelligence more than factual information, latency. but its not at all bad to try to . after all, experimenting never ceases to be fun :)


Monday, February 23, 2009

#3 Attempts to portray a Rapist

1. He is beating his veins to pump the cheap syringe to inhibit his inhibitions.

2. He pulls his trousers, he looks beneath, he then pushes the syringe in his dead veins already, 2 enhance his visions,for, he got peanut sized penis.

3. He bites his nails,visions blurred already with the intoxication of the other night,blurred speech with awefully bleeding weak tobacco inflicted gums,strained trousers exhausted, while his other companions barking at each other to take turns.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Union of Life- Extraction from Mamang Dai's interview.


A stone wakes the sleeping river. The Sun respects the territory of the moon to give his way in the night.The traditional belief of the communities of Arunachal is full of this union.
Everything has life -- rocks, stones, trees, rivers, Hills, and all life is sacred. This is called Donyi- Polo, literally meaning Donyi- Sun, and Polo- moon as the physical manifestation of a supreme deity, or what I like to interpret as 'world spirit.’ Yes, in this way it is a set of values like ancient Indian philosophy or ancient Mayan / Aztec, Northern Europe, Egyptian,Chinese beliefs where similarities between ancient civilizations and the first glimmerings of man’s quest for faith are tied together. We also have a rich oral tradition with narrative ballads of birth and creation of man and his surroundings that can last for many days, chanted by special priests. There is hardship in life, yes, but there is also
human effort and human belief.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

I Love....


I saw some crack-heads with religious propaganda today..
Wonder what they eat,drink and shit coz what they think is very clear.
If placing Religion above all is the act of washing sins then what have been done and accomplished till now from the early days of Crusades....

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Different Mirrors


me : but wot abt the large understanding gap between the ppl living outside and living inside? and do u think all the religious institutes doing good on ppl's mind?
me: did u c all those possesions of donyi polo one day and then christians the other day>?
her: mostly christianity....
pple r bcoming cool..
me: religious time bomb dont u think it will cause clash between the church goers and
demi-god worshippers? already galo ppl who r christians dont attend mopin celebration
her: its bcoz 2 gods cannot b worshiped by one..
me: before it wos differences due to community now it will be religion
her: n mostly due to daru....
me: all the time i heard there is only one god but now i see the difference
her: thats wat...one god ..others r fake..
me: though its good that christianity is causing all the blood boilers to cool down and avoid alcohol to limit which is god? which is fake?
her: one god who mad d universe ,sun n d stars... n all d creature of d earth...
almighty...
me: cant we be more practical n say it wos the chemical reaction and hot bowl soup theory that lead to creation?
her: but from where those things came...
her: if i knew the answers of ghe universe then i wuld hav been godly
her: thats wat...u believe in god...
me: nope i belive in humanity
her: god is truth..know d truth n truth will set u free...
me: and not to kill someone in the name of god
her: who is killing...thats wat pple have d CHOICE
me: there r history of every religious killing in the name of religion so god gives the excuse to kill ppl in the name of god!
her: thats d evil mind...not godly wat ever is not godly is evil
me: but when wrong is happening y not god come and set it free? y the suffering in the name of god?
her: he is watching... we denied him so..
me: jst for the heaven which we only fantasise n nobody told how's it after been there
her: we have to call him.. count your blessings which u got all this years...all r goodness of god..
me: how shuld we b sure if that person has been there?
her: u have to call unto him.. pple neglected n did therer own deed thats y suffering..
me: a new born baby is born to aids infected mother who didnt have any idea the blood infused to her wos infected,,,who's mistake n who's deed?
her: its d curses which comes from d mother..
me: koreans had to see bloody rivals and holocaust due to war btween govt and Military for economic power,,,wot wos there mistake?y shuld mother cuse her own baby?
after bearing pain n fondling the baby for nine months inside her womb?
her: the sin which ur forefathers do..if they dont ask forgiveness it passes on to generation by blood..u have to pray n get rid of d curse..
me: now wots the relation between infection and sins?
her: it comes from blood..nto generations since d baabys mother sined how c got infetion
me: to my understanding we needed someone to blame on all the sufferings in a sweet way which doesnt retaliate nor argue hence god name wos created
her: its real..GOD is real,sin n suffering came from man not from god.
me: its jst the feeling and faith
her: ya.. u belive...n d mountains can b moved faith n hope...
me: if i hav a faith in my pen and i did litle effort to study from my semester begining then that pen will be my god to pass me in exams so where is the concept of god here? its hunman effort here coz its our faith
her: god gave u wisdom..n d knowledge comes from d world.. wisdom is d truth..knowledge is both..right n wrong..
me: wisdom came from experiences,knowledge came from learning
her: u belive u have spirit soul n flesh
me: truth came from my persiverance
me: all i know is i need to eat to survive and entertainment to keep myself busy
her: why u have that desire.. its d need of flesh.. since u r alive..
her: coz its metabolism
her: soul is u...n d spirit is given by god to link ur soul n body.
me: even dead metals can be shaped into motor beasts
her: spirit will go bk to lord..but ur soul is d unconsious state..
me: and u give the oil to feed it will roar its engine and work
her: thats d diff mechanizm
me: jst like our body same mechanism
her: but we r not metals
me: food=oil
flesh=framework
soul=engine
her:thats diff prospective how will u knw god unless u want to knw
me: sorry,
her: u cant b logitical to everything..
me: i went to churchs and all they talk abt is sins and sins and demoralise other gods which i dont understand even in kendriya school i faced the same
her: bcoz....its d truth..
me: demoralise other preachings and hinduism at the top
her: u should read d bible..
me: now is'nt it sin to prevade on other ppl preachings ?
her: there will b lots of diff explaination.. by pple in there own way.
me: if god is what god is then he shuld be happy with us,his childen to preach anything which gives wisdom and peace,,according to bible otherwise god is feud,,
he is mean and adamant
her: ya..u might hav attended only one or 2 sermons..every time they wont preach about sins.. there r lods of good thing...which will give peace of heart.
her: i went to ywca-cbe,naharlagun church,bangalore,chennai there is mention of sins everywhere
her: y dont u go to intouch fellowship... in YWCA
me: naaah,,,
her: kyo? listen to some good preacher u'll get some diff views
hmmm...
me: will try if i get up early
her: its in 10am..

p.s:- i have known this lady for 6 years,,c is a regular church goer,a true christian by heart

Friday, January 9, 2009

Rise of an Angel


It was kolkata Airport where I was heading for the security check to board my flight till guwahati. For obvious reasons I thought I shuld run my eyes onto passengers waiting for their resp. flights It gives the good insight of how they behave at their best, and then try to imagine how they might react to the situation at the time of crisis..this perspective of mine have sometimes landed me into troubles.There was a foreigner lady with litle kid and strugging with the information for her flight with the security. A middle-aged lady, she looked friendly as she was constantly smiling, and her child companion was at his own, moving freely,playing on the trolley.A close sign that the baby boy is given an option to think out of his own head and breed his own perspective.I always wanted to share my talks and understand a foreigners mind, on how they look at us.After 5 minutes of boarding into my plane I found this same lady to be my co-passenger.The boy was really cute, dressed up in safary, golden haired , thick english accent.It felt so good to hear him talk to his mother,who wuld always respond with positive vibes to calm his unresting mind. It was like you put plums inside ur mouth and try to speak...!!

After 25 minutes of taking off we finally broke the ice and had brief notes on where her destination was, her profession,.. and ofcourse her unfathomable interest to study internal politics of a country. It was amusing to see her interest for the N-E region in india too, she was heading for shillong.
"perhaps you shuld consider Arunachal and come there someday,the politics is really amusing and surprises every now and then" , for which she replied that it takes visitor's permit and she doesnt have that.!
20 days after, I was feeling bored cracking the requirements for the new project.I remembered I had her mail id and tried mailing her to kill frustration but mail failed to get delivered. I googled her name to get the hint of her, maybe her alternate mail-id.After several failed attempts I came across some books, it as scary at it was on East Timorese struggle, horrors of resistants and internal political scenerio. When I cross-checked I found it true to be this lady!!!It was first hand experience of this lady reporting as a correspondent to International news agencies..A Dutch lady living in london, a place which is mother of all nations, accomplishes the task which few will dream of.Spending 2 years of her life in a war prone area and challenging the Authorities of United Nations,to save the people affected, so badly affected by the clashes between the resistant groups and the Government that one has to think if that life is worth saving or to leave it on the mercy of his/her luck,in the mountains.....A loner by the definition of her profession, will that change the fact of her undying services to humankind??

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